12/12/08, FridayI'm back to cell at last after almost a month plus not going back because of SPM. While waiting for Sandra & Syd to come, those that went for HUGE camp shared what they gain from the camp. I kind of regret bcoz I didn't go for the camp. Wasted. =.=lll. Nyway, I'm glad they had fun and I pity a tj, he had to stay up late to finish up the videos every night. That's the disadvantage of being the photographer & video man.
While we were worshipping God, I felt that there's pins & needles running through my body for a short while. That happens few times while worshipping. I didn't know what it indicates but during the discussion, syd told pastor Ronnie that she had that feeling when worshipping and so he said that it was the presence of God. I've experienced this feeling for countless times but I didn't realise that until today. Of course I'm glad that I finally feel it but why didn't I noticed that in the1st place? Felt so stupid.
When we were discussing bout the question saying that how to get angry without sinning and what will I do to release anger and will I implode or explode my anger. I'm more of an implosive person, normally I'll try to find ways to solve my angers and not showing temper. This case reminds me of the time when I lost my camera in school. I was so upset and angry that I punched the locker in my school when I noticed it's gone. I flashback and I think I already sinned! I vandalised the school's property! Maybe this issue gt over my boundaries that's why I exploded.
Sandra & Syd bought Jm & aunty Caroline each a piece of cake. We celebrated their belated and advanced birthday in cell. Happy Birthday Jenn Ming & Happy belated birthday aunty Caroline & Lei Shen!
